Sunday, May 27, 2007.
10:41 PM
Hais... Although i am single now... But my heart are still in a relationship... I know i am a werid person.. For mi, i follow my heart...Break with someone but still think of him day and night.. Although we are through, but still contact each other... I still go out with him to shop on sat... And also realise that sometime both of us really forget that we are single... haha.. sometime hold us, but later remember le,. then let go...
But saturday is really a happy day... It seem that when we are in a relationship, but we still go out, it is much more happier... Joke the whole day, playing trick on each other... Very mermorable day..... Although is a short day, but i am very happy...
The onli thing to be together back is to wait for him to change.. He know what to do.. And i also dun feel like saying it out... Well, because we have been quarrelling and break and patch because of those same problem between us.. And i feel that if i dun slove it, it won't be good for us in future too.. So, if can be solve, then we be together , if cannot, then we are nt fated.,.. Cause i dun wan another 2 or 3 yrs down the road we still quarrel and get the way u treat mi now...
So, when the time u change, it the time we reunion.. And for the meanwhile, i will not love anyone except you... And i will be waiting for the day u change....
I know that i am stupid to do all this thing... Break le, but still go out together, sometime like nth happen like that... Talk on the phone , go shopping all that.. But there is a hidden message.
" when u are a couple, u tend to control this and that, and expect each other to respect their decision, and tend to quarrel easily.."
" When u are not couple, u have no rights to control each others, having enough freedom, nv quarell over small matter..."
Friends, pls understand that i am nt stupid to do all this thing and go into such a troublesome matter.. Is jus that i find tat it time to get it right. To have a happy life if the fate is belong to mi...
Anyway, My jie mei wan sui~~~ long time nv see u all le.. I miss u guys!!!!!!!!! Muacks..=)
But saturday is really a happy day... It seem that when we are in a relationship, but we still go out, it is much more happier... Joke the whole day, playing trick on each other... Very mermorable day..... Although is a short day, but i am very happy...
The onli thing to be together back is to wait for him to change.. He know what to do.. And i also dun feel like saying it out... Well, because we have been quarrelling and break and patch because of those same problem between us.. And i feel that if i dun slove it, it won't be good for us in future too.. So, if can be solve, then we be together , if cannot, then we are nt fated.,.. Cause i dun wan another 2 or 3 yrs down the road we still quarrel and get the way u treat mi now...
So, when the time u change, it the time we reunion.. And for the meanwhile, i will not love anyone except you... And i will be waiting for the day u change....
I know that i am stupid to do all this thing... Break le, but still go out together, sometime like nth happen like that... Talk on the phone , go shopping all that.. But there is a hidden message.
" when u are a couple, u tend to control this and that, and expect each other to respect their decision, and tend to quarrel easily.."
" When u are not couple, u have no rights to control each others, having enough freedom, nv quarell over small matter..."
Friends, pls understand that i am nt stupid to do all this thing and go into such a troublesome matter.. Is jus that i find tat it time to get it right. To have a happy life if the fate is belong to mi...
Anyway, My jie mei wan sui~~~ long time nv see u all le.. I miss u guys!!!!!!!!! Muacks..=)
Sunday, May 20, 2007.
4:15 PM
Ytd when to bugis with won.. We are crazy during shopping.. Suddenly feel the warmest of friend.. Morning jus ended my relationship.. We eat seoul garden because of one reason. LOH YEE WON wanted free flow of drinks... SHe is mad about drinks... ANd also want free eggs... So we choose seoul garden.. Then suddenly feel like watching movie.. Haha.. after eating, shop awhile then go to west mall and watch blade of glory.. Haha dam funny man... Guys, must watch.. After the show is 1am le... All the road are dark... DAm it... i am weak again... We depart outside westmall, won take cab home and i walk home... Hais... feeling scare no choice and dunno y my hands press his number again... I am dam weak.. Even going home also need to depend on him.. hais.. But promise not to bother him again...
Thanks won, you really let mi have a great day... 3 Cheer for friends !!! =)
Thanks won, you really let mi have a great day... 3 Cheer for friends !!! =)
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3:22 PM
Hey, everyone.. Applegine is back!!! HAve been lost in this blog for many months.. HAha.. Finally got the mood to write le.,. The "right moment" =)
Hais, now, my life have been completely change le.. I have back to single.... This time is true and ever... Dun be shock, the day finally have come... " My life have been change by you" ... Finally i had a final break with him.. Have been living with him for more then 3 years, now finally become alone.. Hard to survive.. Although reali nv depend on guy, but when come to myself, i really miss those happy days...
Realise that relationship doesn't depend on how long you have been together, and the longer u are together, the more problem u will have. Ppl will say y so ke xi , so long le jus end like that.. But what u have to say is, to unerstand a person completely u need to take time... And u will know whether suit or not suit.. Starting is very sweet, same for all couple.. This first year is dam happy and sweet... But when second year, you will start all the arguement because both are close enough to point against each other....
3rd year, we are more mature, but gap are also bigger.. Many thing aren't what we think of... Thing happen differently, change our life completely... Postion, face, education, money all come to a problem...
This is the 4th year, and finally we come to an end.. Well, i feel very pity but can't admit that problem are going on.. Y can't i get love and concern for long... Am i going to change myself?? (Onli those who i talk to will know what i going to do) i know it is wrong and that is nt my true self.. I will not be happy doing all that but what to do.. i know i am lying to myself but i duno what to do... It is nt easy to get over it... Not easy at all..... hais... And i will nv forget all those ugly words that came from you.. Here i am also sorry that i also say all those ugly words..
Life at rp are fun... Start at 9am everyday and end at 4.30pm.. Having 2 break in the midle.. one is 1hr another one is 2and 1/2 hrs... Everyday doing presentation, getting train to talk better and more courage to speak infront of the class... Now, i am use to it le.. Had join 2 IG.. One is JIVE which is under event management.. another one is Pacesetter.. Under make up, hairstyle and nail art.. Hope i can do well in rp =)
Now, is to adapt my new life...
Hais, now, my life have been completely change le.. I have back to single.... This time is true and ever... Dun be shock, the day finally have come... " My life have been change by you" ... Finally i had a final break with him.. Have been living with him for more then 3 years, now finally become alone.. Hard to survive.. Although reali nv depend on guy, but when come to myself, i really miss those happy days...
Realise that relationship doesn't depend on how long you have been together, and the longer u are together, the more problem u will have. Ppl will say y so ke xi , so long le jus end like that.. But what u have to say is, to unerstand a person completely u need to take time... And u will know whether suit or not suit.. Starting is very sweet, same for all couple.. This first year is dam happy and sweet... But when second year, you will start all the arguement because both are close enough to point against each other....
3rd year, we are more mature, but gap are also bigger.. Many thing aren't what we think of... Thing happen differently, change our life completely... Postion, face, education, money all come to a problem...
This is the 4th year, and finally we come to an end.. Well, i feel very pity but can't admit that problem are going on.. Y can't i get love and concern for long... Am i going to change myself?? (Onli those who i talk to will know what i going to do) i know it is wrong and that is nt my true self.. I will not be happy doing all that but what to do.. i know i am lying to myself but i duno what to do... It is nt easy to get over it... Not easy at all..... hais... And i will nv forget all those ugly words that came from you.. Here i am also sorry that i also say all those ugly words..
Life at rp are fun... Start at 9am everyday and end at 4.30pm.. Having 2 break in the midle.. one is 1hr another one is 2and 1/2 hrs... Everyday doing presentation, getting train to talk better and more courage to speak infront of the class... Now, i am use to it le.. Had join 2 IG.. One is JIVE which is under event management.. another one is Pacesetter.. Under make up, hairstyle and nail art.. Hope i can do well in rp =)
Now, is to adapt my new life...
