Saturday, June 30, 2007.
12:45 AM
Today when out, actually should be a fun shopping time and planned everything... But as time pass, people come the mood turn.. Dunno y, maybe not use to it ba... Feel very werid.. Then ended up, walk to ps and at 9 plus all go back..Then i went to gombak to look for won.. Lyn also tag along, then we went to eat roti prata and talk cock... Say how funny does Mr X , neo and ah min can be.,. also talk abt jun rong stupid crap.. We laugh the whole night..
Today Mr X going to clubbing. Hais... quite regret letting him go... dunno y... just dun quiet like him going... But today got event and i even help him to get free ticket to the club.. So just leave it ba.. Anyway we are ok.. =)
Thursday, June 28, 2007.
7:13 PM
Today having UT test. Stupid science UT... Wth, so diffcult.. Stupid me still study ytd night. But ended up dunno how to do... Hais... sian... School is getting boring... At least still got some joker around to make the class laugh.. Just like today, they play the blind fold game.. haiqal make wilson bang the wall.. And all those stupid stunt.. Shit, i might be thinking of the wrong side.. nonoon dun let yr mind go whirl...
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7:10 PM
Ytd after school when to CCk to watch movie with Mr X. Cause he got free ticket. Although after show we jiu go home le cause tml i got UT test. But over all my day still alright. Red apple for u =)
Tuesday, June 26, 2007.
10:31 PM
Today, sad again.. dun wana say y.. Want to know am i happy each day or not... Jus look at the apple.. Hais.... Nvm.. up to july 24. The ans will out..
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1:41 PM
Ytd was a bored day... Going to sch and stress on the computing... Hate to do VB code... Sians.. Nth to do... Now in class blogging.. too bored le...Continue with my work.. Bye Bye....
Sunday, June 24, 2007.
10:59 PM
Have faith in myself.. Have faith in u.. And have faith in me...I should fight for my own happiness, cannot jus sit there and make a fuss... You are right, one hand can't clap, you need 2 hands to clap.. Yr words enlighten me..
Thanks won..
I will find back myself in the time... U know what i mean.. On that day, i will tell u the news k... Wait for my news...
Thanks for being there for me... =) friends forever..
Thanks won..
I will find back myself in the time... U know what i mean.. On that day, i will tell u the news k... Wait for my news...
Thanks for being there for me... =) friends forever..
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8:27 PM
What will i going to be...
OR
I wanna be the red one.. =)
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12:28 PM
Ytd when to town with him... But before that , it another world war... Anyway the ending is sweet... Hais.. what the hell is happening..
Is all because of the words "understanding" .. This word cause a lot of trouble...
Just hope the apple will be red everyday and not turn black. =)
Is all because of the words "understanding" .. This word cause a lot of trouble...
Just hope the apple will be red everyday and not turn black. =)
Thursday, June 21, 2007.
6:51 PM
Apple is here again... But is a badly injure apple... Injure by a worm...
To all reader of this blog, sorry if this few days my blog is boring.. As i like to vent all my sadness or fustration on to this blog. As i think that if i can't vent it out here, where can i vent it out to??
I love to write everything single problem here, not scare letting people know. As it is true abt me... I dun need to hide my relationship problem.. i mean, wats the point of hiding it...
Today in class, our problem statment is about luck... Is there reallt a believe of luck?? At first i agree. Where i have been, who i met, what i have is all because i am lucky.
While, after the lesson, i feel that luck is wat we are going to pursue for. U work hard to get it. You are the one who control the luck of yr own. I reflect it on myself and him. Am i consider lucky to have him?? No. Is not that i am lucky. Is because i go for it... I follow my heart how it feel. Therefore, it not consider lucky that i got him.
Well, what am i going to do... Lack of communication between us, thoughts of problem are different... I have proceed my thinking, but he is still on the dot.. what am i going to do.. Have another stir about it?? How am i going to continue it... Y he jus can't understand wat i need.. All i simply need is the word "concern". Do i stand a firm place in his heart?? Is this apple turning black??
Hais.. My life is jus like a wave... One after another...Waves will nv end, is that equal to my life??
Arhghg, poundering over this and that everydays... Anyone will understand me?? He himself dun even understand me, how can anyone know me better then him?? hais...
Apple wanna be red again, not black....
Anyway, thanks to friends doing all those stupid stunt and lame thing that making me laugh in school =)
To all reader of this blog, sorry if this few days my blog is boring.. As i like to vent all my sadness or fustration on to this blog. As i think that if i can't vent it out here, where can i vent it out to??
I love to write everything single problem here, not scare letting people know. As it is true abt me... I dun need to hide my relationship problem.. i mean, wats the point of hiding it...
Today in class, our problem statment is about luck... Is there reallt a believe of luck?? At first i agree. Where i have been, who i met, what i have is all because i am lucky.
While, after the lesson, i feel that luck is wat we are going to pursue for. U work hard to get it. You are the one who control the luck of yr own. I reflect it on myself and him. Am i consider lucky to have him?? No. Is not that i am lucky. Is because i go for it... I follow my heart how it feel. Therefore, it not consider lucky that i got him.
Well, what am i going to do... Lack of communication between us, thoughts of problem are different... I have proceed my thinking, but he is still on the dot.. what am i going to do.. Have another stir about it?? How am i going to continue it... Y he jus can't understand wat i need.. All i simply need is the word "concern". Do i stand a firm place in his heart?? Is this apple turning black??
Hais.. My life is jus like a wave... One after another...Waves will nv end, is that equal to my life??
Arhghg, poundering over this and that everydays... Anyone will understand me?? He himself dun even understand me, how can anyone know me better then him?? hais...
Apple wanna be red again, not black....
Anyway, thanks to friends doing all those stupid stunt and lame thing that making me laugh in school =)
Tuesday, June 19, 2007.
7:46 PM
Feeling low.. Dam low.. Hai... Dun wanna say it out here... people may be having sweet life now, and people will be having bad life.
Just feeling far from .........family.......... Long time didn't see them, didn't talk to them le.. Hais, no more slacking at tat place, no more eating dinner at that place, no more talk and watching tv at that place.. No more going shopping with them... Even special occasion also nv...This year i have nt even step to that place other then new year...
As years pass, i felt that i became further and further away from them.. Onli contact with 1 of the little kid...
This is nt what i use to have....
sometime i wonder, is life really turning around.. What u use to have, it will gone later..
What u dun use to have, it will come later....
I enjoy everything during sec 3.. And now is like completely returning everything what i enjoy in sec 3..
Going out at night, staying out late outside, leaving me alone in the night... Ringing no longer heard...
*dun misunderstood, i am not talking about friends but him.. hais..
Just feeling far from .........family.......... Long time didn't see them, didn't talk to them le.. Hais, no more slacking at tat place, no more eating dinner at that place, no more talk and watching tv at that place.. No more going shopping with them... Even special occasion also nv...This year i have nt even step to that place other then new year...
As years pass, i felt that i became further and further away from them.. Onli contact with 1 of the little kid...
This is nt what i use to have....
sometime i wonder, is life really turning around.. What u use to have, it will gone later..
What u dun use to have, it will come later....
I enjoy everything during sec 3.. And now is like completely returning everything what i enjoy in sec 3..
Going out at night, staying out late outside, leaving me alone in the night... Ringing no longer heard...
*dun misunderstood, i am not talking about friends but him.. hais..
Sunday, June 17, 2007.
1:45 PM
Ytd at night went to west mall with Mr X to watch movie.. Fastistice 4.. Nice nice.. love it... After then came to my hse.. And i cook food for him cause some one is hungry.. -_-.. nvm.. cause i suggest it de..
Today stay at home the whole day... bored.. anyway.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
Sometime as we move on, things will change... Maybe not our other half change.. Maybe is the way we change our life and move on to another part.. Meeting new ppl and having different ways of living.. We need to understand that sometime meeting new friends can make us attract to them and reflect on our other half.. But as time pass by, you will find that actually the one who go through thick and thin with u is still the best.. =) We will get some distant between each other for sometime.. But u will get back to the life that u wan.. =)
To everyone who understand this = stay happy =))))
Today stay at home the whole day... bored.. anyway.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
Sometime as we move on, things will change... Maybe not our other half change.. Maybe is the way we change our life and move on to another part.. Meeting new ppl and having different ways of living.. We need to understand that sometime meeting new friends can make us attract to them and reflect on our other half.. But as time pass by, you will find that actually the one who go through thick and thin with u is still the best.. =) We will get some distant between each other for sometime.. But u will get back to the life that u wan.. =)
To everyone who understand this = stay happy =))))
Friday, June 15, 2007.
11:22 PM
Oh yeah!!! Come back from sentosa trip... Well wat can i say.. is a unforgetable day =) haha.. love the skyride, ludge and cable car.. Love all the senerary... haha.. Shall nt say more.. cause if i continue, it will be long.. There are more pics.. but this is a portion of it.. As " a picture say a thousand words"
In the cable car =)
Bo bian.. i onli can manage to bring a slice of cake to there..
This is wat i "qing shou" made for him.. Other then present... =))
the back of us...
Ku Ku POst... =x
Love this pic.. =)
In the cable car =) Bo bian.. i onli can manage to bring a slice of cake to there..This is wat i "qing shou" made for him.. Other then present... =)) the back of us...Ku Ku POst... =x Love this pic.. =)
Lovely night=) muacks
Unforgetable memories.. Once again Happy Birthday.. Hope u enjoy yr day too.. =))
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12:25 AM
Happy Birthday to U!!!!!
To My Mr X
Love you lots... Muacks.. =)
To My Mr X
Love you lots... Muacks.. =)
Thursday, June 14, 2007.
10:59 PM
Today going out with sharon.. Went to far east and Bugis.. Sad.. i got no cash to spend le.. sob sob... so dun dare to buy anything... haha.. reach bugis.. walk around then me and sharon are tempted to do medicure.. haha... i do medi she do pedi... nice feeling.. Gals gals thing today.. =)
Tml will be going to sentosa with Mr X.. Yipee!!! haha... happy happy... God, pls hope tml nth goes wrong.. let my enjoy my day.. =))) Bought a little slice of cake for him and present.. hope he like it... Hope dun rain... =)
Tml will be going to sentosa with Mr X.. Yipee!!! haha... happy happy... God, pls hope tml nth goes wrong.. let my enjoy my day.. =))) Bought a little slice of cake for him and present.. hope he like it... Hope dun rain... =)
Tuesday, June 12, 2007.
10:57 PM
yohooooo!!! Back from sentosa... Yeah... Today playing was fun.. Although was short but it ok.. cAUSE if long, then i will tio sun burn.. =x With all our lammesss, we keep laughing all the way.. Pika, Puka, Baka, Kukuka, Booba... haha.. all this started with juan then me..
Raining in the early afternoon.. though die le, cannot go liao.,. but reach vivo, the sun was bright.. haha.. went to the last level to buy the ticket for the train.. then Tototototo.. we go le...
lazy to write the process.... Then at 4 plus, we go off le... won go to celebrate her mum's BD then we go vivo.... then go home.. Happy day!!!! ALthough today i did nt get dark.. But get a little burn.. sian.. nvm... looking forward for fri... Fri i coming... =)))
starting to apply sun block.. dun wanna get sun burn...
Time for tanning... it almost going to finish...
The 4 of us.. Juan lei??? haha.. she help us to take pic..
Before going... at vivo toliet...
Waiting for bus to go back....
Juan and mi...
Aunty Qi and gine...
Raining in the early afternoon.. though die le, cannot go liao.,. but reach vivo, the sun was bright.. haha.. went to the last level to buy the ticket for the train.. then Tototototo.. we go le...
lazy to write the process.... Then at 4 plus, we go off le... won go to celebrate her mum's BD then we go vivo.... then go home.. Happy day!!!! ALthough today i did nt get dark.. But get a little burn.. sian.. nvm... looking forward for fri... Fri i coming... =)))
starting to apply sun block.. dun wanna get sun burn...
Time for tanning... it almost going to finish...
The 4 of us.. Juan lei??? haha.. she help us to take pic..
Before going... at vivo toliet...
Waiting for bus to go back....
Feli and mi!!!
Juan and mi...Aunty Qi and gine...
Monday, June 11, 2007.
4:37 PM
ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY DAM FUCKING ANGRY!!!!!! ARGHGHHGGHGH~~~~~~~~
Dam it... now i know y my mother this few days keep asking is it something wrong going between mi and mr x... kao..
All because of my stupid cousin and her bIG BIG BIG MOUTH!!!!! Kao.. Ya my friendster say before that i am blind to know him.. But that is jus an anger.. And i have change.. Even if u see it, it is a bother to go and tell yr mum.. knowing that yr mum have the biggest mouth in the world.. now u go and learn from her isit... kao... So dun forget, yr mum mouth is big.. She go and tell my mother ok!! and yr lovely brother go and ask my mother " regine break with her Bf le right" , "now she single right".. FUCK OFF La!!!! u family are making me piss off ok...
Now i know y nowadays, once i go out with my friends my mother wil start saying that i got problem with mr x... SO u all are the one who started it...
GET YR MIND CLEAR... THIS IS BETWEEN OUR WORLD... EVEN IF U KNOW, THIS IS BETWEEN OUR WORLD OK!!!
now u making mi in trouble and leaving a bad impression on him.. DAM U!!!
Dam it... now i know y my mother this few days keep asking is it something wrong going between mi and mr x... kao..
All because of my stupid cousin and her bIG BIG BIG MOUTH!!!!! Kao.. Ya my friendster say before that i am blind to know him.. But that is jus an anger.. And i have change.. Even if u see it, it is a bother to go and tell yr mum.. knowing that yr mum have the biggest mouth in the world.. now u go and learn from her isit... kao... So dun forget, yr mum mouth is big.. She go and tell my mother ok!! and yr lovely brother go and ask my mother " regine break with her Bf le right" , "now she single right".. FUCK OFF La!!!! u family are making me piss off ok...
Now i know y nowadays, once i go out with my friends my mother wil start saying that i got problem with mr x... SO u all are the one who started it...
GET YR MIND CLEAR... THIS IS BETWEEN OUR WORLD... EVEN IF U KNOW, THIS IS BETWEEN OUR WORLD OK!!!
now u making mi in trouble and leaving a bad impression on him.. DAM U!!!
Sunday, June 10, 2007.
2:47 PM
Having fever on fri night.. sat morning..and today SUNDAY!!! no more fever.. yeah... haha... so happy.. but still got a bit of giddyness and headach..
hais, fri night have another war with him again.. hate all this.. but, hais.. dun wanna say further more... Cause now ok le... =)
Find tat now life are different.. No matter wat, talk out is the best way of solving problem rather then keeping it to yrself.. no matter whether is relationship between love or friends..
learn that real love are hard to build, real friends also hard to find... But love between both need to take time to build.. i have build both... and dun wanna crash it.. treasure it!!! MUAcks to All !!! =))))
Sun is Shinning on mE!!!!
hais, fri night have another war with him again.. hate all this.. but, hais.. dun wanna say further more... Cause now ok le... =)
Find tat now life are different.. No matter wat, talk out is the best way of solving problem rather then keeping it to yrself.. no matter whether is relationship between love or friends..
learn that real love are hard to build, real friends also hard to find... But love between both need to take time to build.. i have build both... and dun wanna crash it.. treasure it!!! MUAcks to All !!! =))))
Sun is Shinning on mE!!!!
Friday, June 08, 2007.
8:46 PM
Bored.. Nth to do at home.. Went to west mall with won to pass her shirt.. And headed to IMM and walk and eat...
Hmm.. doing nth now.. simply jus missing him=x haha... welll, love u =))
i wanna go out again.. But seem to be broke.. spend too much le.. hais... need to save money le
wor...
Feeling sick.. hais... fever soon..
Hmm.. doing nth now.. simply jus missing him=x haha... welll, love u =))
i wanna go out again.. But seem to be broke.. spend too much le.. hais... need to save money le
wor...
Feeling sick.. hais... fever soon..
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1:32 AM
Weee.... Today have a great time with Won, Juan , Qi.. haha.. We went to Plaza Sing to shop first cause i wanna buy thing from couple lab... Hehe... =x
Then on the way waiting for Qi to come, Juan pull mi and won to arcarde.. And guess wat, we stuck there le... Stuck on a stupid machine which making us mad and aditiced to it.. But, the time was fun.. Although we spent quite alot on that bloody machine but the time was great. haha. And we get ourself 6 little dog and 1 bear soft toys.. And i dam dam big Bag of sweets and chocolate.. haha.. So each of us get 2 little dog home and give the bear to QI.. And divied the sweets and chocolate..
HAha.. Then headed to cathy orchard to buy movie ticket.. Since won have 2 free, then we buy another 2 .. So all of us onli need to pay $4.. yeah.. But ended up we bought ticket for cine cause the free ticket is at cine.. Dunno who say cathay lo..=x
Then went to herren, bought him gift for his BD.. =x And we when to take neo-print.. YEAH.. long time nv take new print with my jie mei le.. hehe.... Mi and won also share $ to buy gift for juan.. haha... sorry wor, so late then give u present.. So fun, also eat won ton mee.. I love pepper.. haha... Thanks to juan lo.....
Last stop is far east, we went there to buy his bd present again and also to buy biniki.. haha... Juan dun sad, next trip u buy k.. u know wat i mean.. =) and went back to cine to watch ocean 13.. haha nice show..
DAm, i love today.. And FOO YI JUAN, my ring.... arhgghhg gonna skin u alive.... =p Take care of it ar... i miss my ring.. ass u =x..
Next outing is sentosa... yeah.. waiting for that day.... tueday was be another day.... =)))))))))))
Wednesday, June 06, 2007.
10:16 PM
Today is me and him Anniversary.. But is that still going on?? To him it is.. But to me?? Is it??? Anyway Happy 3yrs 4mths anniversary.. This year is the 4th year le.. 2004, 2005, 2006 and 2007... Hais... think back, wow wat a long road to go..
Today read someone blog.. after reading, i ask myself, is it proud to write the love between them in every single blog??? After reading half way, i straight away close it, i can't continue reading it anymore.. Almost every post is the same.. Making ppl bored of it.. Well, what can i say, it ppl blog, they can post anything they want to ..
And reflect on me, and i laugh... Starting is the same to everyone.. Well, lets see the years go by ba.. Comment in my heart, dun feel like saying out here...
Anyway, just dun forget friends then u have love.. =)
When to watch shreak 3 with him.. The show quite nice le.. After that he come to my hse for a while and left.. Suddenly feel emptyness between us.. Well, hope for the best =)
Today read someone blog.. after reading, i ask myself, is it proud to write the love between them in every single blog??? After reading half way, i straight away close it, i can't continue reading it anymore.. Almost every post is the same.. Making ppl bored of it.. Well, what can i say, it ppl blog, they can post anything they want to ..
And reflect on me, and i laugh... Starting is the same to everyone.. Well, lets see the years go by ba.. Comment in my heart, dun feel like saying out here...
Anyway, just dun forget friends then u have love.. =)
When to watch shreak 3 with him.. The show quite nice le.. After that he come to my hse for a while and left.. Suddenly feel emptyness between us.. Well, hope for the best =)
Tuesday, June 05, 2007.
10:54 PM
Last week when to watch the movie Pirate of the Carrbiane(wrong spelling). Then later on we go to vivo and chill out.. HAha... although nt many ppl but fun.. Haha.. then we drink till forget the time.. All when to the mrt station then found out we are lucky to have the last train.. haha.. so dam heng.. Then when i reach jurong east.. I board the last train again.. Phew...
And before that is Our Polar Bear wilson Birthday..
And before that is Our Polar Bear wilson Birthday..
Happy Birthday Polar Bear.. Actually is on 29 may 07.. Then our chill out is on 30 may 07.. Posted late.. Cause wanna wait for the pic also.. here the pic:
Sunday, June 03, 2007.
1:30 PM
Finally, i tell him how i feel, everything from the bottom of my heart... I really love the life now. Not resiricted to anything. But however, heart is still having a place jus for him.. No matter wat , i don think anyone can replace it..
Well, i think this is life, is wat everyone will go through.. Is just sooner or later.. When evironment change, people change, the way u feel will also change.. Know yr partner having stranger as friends which u don't know them at all, worry for yr partner.. All this i can understand. But pls, accept the life i am now.. This are all the changes we have to go through.. Now we are different from secondary school life, be with the people u know very well, everyday seeing each other like no body business..
Now, is a brand new thing, need to adapt it.. I know that there is a glass between us, this will break sooner or later, then a glass will nt leave between us.. Give mi yr trust pls..
But now, finally u understand everything, know my stand, know wat i wan, know wat is my thinking... Thanks for being understanding.. I know this is selfish, but i wan to remain this.. Although that is jus a status, but a status can make a lot of changes.. I dun wan that changes, i wan what i wan...
But let me promise you something, the place in my heart is onli for 1 person, u know who u are...
Well, i think this is life, is wat everyone will go through.. Is just sooner or later.. When evironment change, people change, the way u feel will also change.. Know yr partner having stranger as friends which u don't know them at all, worry for yr partner.. All this i can understand. But pls, accept the life i am now.. This are all the changes we have to go through.. Now we are different from secondary school life, be with the people u know very well, everyday seeing each other like no body business..
Now, is a brand new thing, need to adapt it.. I know that there is a glass between us, this will break sooner or later, then a glass will nt leave between us.. Give mi yr trust pls..
But now, finally u understand everything, know my stand, know wat i wan, know wat is my thinking... Thanks for being understanding.. I know this is selfish, but i wan to remain this.. Although that is jus a status, but a status can make a lot of changes.. I dun wan that changes, i wan what i wan...
But let me promise you something, the place in my heart is onli for 1 person, u know who u are...
