Tuesday, August 28, 2007.
10:15 PM
Sometimes i wonder what is blog exactly for?? People who read my blog, don't u think that sometime what we wrote on our blog is not what we felt about something overall?? In a open up blog, u can't jus write whatever u wan to, u can jus vent out yr anger on someone who make u angry, can't write the person name out jus like that.. And it is not even a personal blog... hais.. But y do i keep a blog?? To let others know how am i doing? For the interest of keep my mermories? To let those who i wan to hint de message brought up?
Hais.. Relationship matters... Sometimes i got a lot of things to write about my relationship.. But, thinking let everyone will know abt my problem, and is unfair to another parties.. Putting myself in his shoes, of he write every single thing and telling people how are we, i will also be angry..
And people wil start giving comment, which they dun even understand the whole story and how i felt... hais.. Jus feeling that our relationship are drifting apart... Maybe not the relationship between love ba.. As " status quo" only he will understand this... Anyway, my status is Complicated.. Seriously, now i am nt attached nor single.. Some of u that read my blog will be wondering what the hell i am talking abt... Abt this is true.. It had been for months that i am not attached or single.. So.... what i am.. I am a gal which always be with Mr X but not in a relationship status and we are also not friends.. As we will not fall for others.. Werid couple right... ya i know... Anyway, we are still together la.. There is a big reason for all this.. I shall not disclose it ba..
Hais.. Relationship matters... Sometimes i got a lot of things to write about my relationship.. But, thinking let everyone will know abt my problem, and is unfair to another parties.. Putting myself in his shoes, of he write every single thing and telling people how are we, i will also be angry..
And people wil start giving comment, which they dun even understand the whole story and how i felt... hais.. Jus feeling that our relationship are drifting apart... Maybe not the relationship between love ba.. As " status quo" only he will understand this... Anyway, my status is Complicated.. Seriously, now i am nt attached nor single.. Some of u that read my blog will be wondering what the hell i am talking abt... Abt this is true.. It had been for months that i am not attached or single.. So.... what i am.. I am a gal which always be with Mr X but not in a relationship status and we are also not friends.. As we will not fall for others.. Werid couple right... ya i know... Anyway, we are still together la.. There is a big reason for all this.. I shall not disclose it ba..
Privacy =)) Just feeling that this continue, we are jus simply drifting apart without notice.. From a prof stated that gals thinking are much more mature then guys... ( gals that read this will be happy ba) Well, for me i think is true.. And guys jus simply dun understand what gals are thinking... even if they offence them, they also dunno... -_________- And guys always get emotionally confusse over a matter without cooling down and think out of the box...
Oh my, y am i so Emo today.. Talking abt philosophic.... hais.. i think too much le...
Well, stay happy ba.. Everything shall go by natural...
Monday, August 27, 2007.
11:21 PM
Today went out with sharon again... Yeah.. happy day... Went to bugis, bought some clothes... We can't spend too much money... Bought 3 t-shirt.. One of them is little Miss Scatterbrain... haha.. ya, i have a scattered brain..
Full Stop for the day.. =)(
After that went to marina square walk around.. Want to buy a swimming costume.. Didn't have one.. But can find me liking.. Dun wanna have a full piece de.. Want to find half de, but the top dun wan long.. Want short.. hais.. till today, i still can't find that one tat i like.. -_-
After that, we were talking abt going for reborning.. After i cut my hair, my hair dam nt straight and quite fizzy.. sian.. So went to far east to look out for salon.. hahaa, looking so many salon, decided to go back to the shop that i reborn last year.. Cause that one quite lasting.. Yipee, wed going for reborning.. =)) Saw lyn and ah min on the way to far east... Chat for awhile and we headed our own way...
Walk around and go home.. Mr X was at bugis with the guys.. Called him and ask whether is he going home, cause didn;t want to go home alone.. so bored as sharon is taking the red line back.. But his reply was, " not so soon, now at sim lim square a little while then go back" -_- what is the different between a little while and now?? And dun even to bother accopany me go back which is i have to go back alone all the way from orchard.... Hais.. wat a Bf.. so near yet so far..
You are further and further away from me... hais..
Anyway, these are the pics that have taken today =D
Full Stop for the day.. =)(
Sunday, August 26, 2007.
8:58 PM
Sometimes things that u own isn't perfect,
But at least that exist in yr life...
Sometimes you get it by your side,
But jus dun understand you at all...
Sometimes life is hard, but u still have to go on,
None of the relationship is perfect....
You seem so near to me, getting hold of u..
But our thinking seem so far...
Hais......
But at least that exist in yr life...
Sometimes you get it by your side,
But jus dun understand you at all...
Sometimes life is hard, but u still have to go on,
None of the relationship is perfect....
You seem so near to me, getting hold of u..
But our thinking seem so far...
Hais......
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11:42 AM
Campus Superstar finally over le.. And the winner is a 13yrs old boy Shawn.. Actually he is not bad at the start but later on i find him getting worst.. sorry to say that.. But he is cute la.. And Keely got the Girls's champion although she didn't get the superstar place.. But i like her sia, she have a sweet smile.. =)) Read up some news from channel u website, found out that actually the top 20 contestant are rooting for Ben instead of Shawn.. And a hairstylist even vote 50 calls for Ben.. wow.. This really surprise me...
Well, now superstar over le.. Gonna look out for Hey Gorgeous on the comming monday.. Ytd at grandma hse was ok.. But cousin bought N 76, arrr i also feel like buying... And that is the phone that i saw it on internet from jan.. hehe, now i dunno whether i want N76 or Samsung ultra 10.9 .. Daddy still dun wan to buy for me... =((
I realize that i have a super duper lazy bf.. Ass u man.. =xxx... What a PIG u are -_- Can't even stay up and wait for me..
First, on his oral exam day, at night he say he was very tired to talk, so talk a while hang up le.. Reason being he woke up at 10 plus in the morning so he was very tired.. well ok agreeable..
Second, ytd i reach home at 12 and before that he sms me saying he very tired going to slp first.. Saying that he will not wait for me to come back.. But he woke up about 2 to 3 pm ytd.. And he told me he was very tired.. Wth man..
Can't believe i am being with a pig.. To think tat i wait for u till late even till 1 am when u are going back late... and now.. wth.. Stupid piggy.. u dun look like one, but u act like one.. -_- And even if u did something wrong or made me angry u dun even know.. And still can ask me did you do something wrong.. Dun u expect me to spell out everything to u?? Stupid pig -___-
Well, now superstar over le.. Gonna look out for Hey Gorgeous on the comming monday.. Ytd at grandma hse was ok.. But cousin bought N 76, arrr i also feel like buying... And that is the phone that i saw it on internet from jan.. hehe, now i dunno whether i want N76 or Samsung ultra 10.9 .. Daddy still dun wan to buy for me... =((
I realize that i have a super duper lazy bf.. Ass u man.. =xxx... What a PIG u are -_- Can't even stay up and wait for me..
First, on his oral exam day, at night he say he was very tired to talk, so talk a while hang up le.. Reason being he woke up at 10 plus in the morning so he was very tired.. well ok agreeable..
Second, ytd i reach home at 12 and before that he sms me saying he very tired going to slp first.. Saying that he will not wait for me to come back.. But he woke up about 2 to 3 pm ytd.. And he told me he was very tired.. Wth man..
Can't believe i am being with a pig.. To think tat i wait for u till late even till 1 am when u are going back late... and now.. wth.. Stupid piggy.. u dun look like one, but u act like one.. -_- And even if u did something wrong or made me angry u dun even know.. And still can ask me did you do something wrong.. Dun u expect me to spell out everything to u?? Stupid pig -___-
Saturday, August 25, 2007.
3:16 PM
Bored~ Staying at home nothing to do.. Simply waiting for the time to pass as i am going to my grandma hse later.. -_- So sian.. Time passs super duper slow today... Yeah, at 7.30pm channel U have superstar FINAL!!! Must watch!! No one is to change the channel at my grandma hse later!! =p Hope the rest of my cousin also watching that..
Holiday also dunno what to do.. Job?? only 3 weeks of holiday and also not everyday i can work.. Who will want?? Work at banquet? mummy and daddy dun let -_- stay at home? i am too bored.. Go out shopping?? no cash -_- This holiday is driving my crazy.. Only looking forward to the BBQ from CDSS and also chalet from W34P...
Life is so boring now... Sianzation... suddenly miss Mr X.. Looking at my photo on my table which is a picture that we tookat sentosa with a nice see view at night.. Standing something like a tall tower, having all the tall building at the back.. Making me miss u so much..
Holiday also dunno what to do.. Job?? only 3 weeks of holiday and also not everyday i can work.. Who will want?? Work at banquet? mummy and daddy dun let -_- stay at home? i am too bored.. Go out shopping?? no cash -_- This holiday is driving my crazy.. Only looking forward to the BBQ from CDSS and also chalet from W34P...
Life is so boring now... Sianzation... suddenly miss Mr X.. Looking at my photo on my table which is a picture that we tookat sentosa with a nice see view at night.. Standing something like a tall tower, having all the tall building at the back.. Making me miss u so much..
ok shall stop dreaming... WAKE UP GAL!!!
(This is the picture i talking about... Miss by me~~~)
Thursday, August 23, 2007.
10:31 PM
Finally 1st semester have ended... But that wasn't a good new too... I will be missing W34P.. Omg, we are going to seperate just like that.. Well, having said , there is a good and bad... At least this will keep everyone remain as a friend status if we see each other again.. =)
The left over people.. =))
Today went to school for the last day.. As the pass 2 days have not been going to school simply because is too bored... And today we ended our lesson at 12nn.. Yipee!!! First time end the class so early.. haha... As all of us have no mood to study at all.. The mood is on holiday mood.. Thanks to Mr amir understanding.. Haha.. Also thanks for his ice- cream treat.. =D
So, with that said, we are planning where to go after school.. And ended we all of us went to causeway to eat seoul garden.. Yup yup.. But some of them left... Well, see u guys in chalet soon ya =)
We spend a long time in seoul garden and Haiqal is playing with the food.. omg.. -_- Adding chilling, egg, pouring the soup all over to the bbq side.. lol..
After eating, we decide to take a picture with whose we are left with us.. Yeah.. And selvam suggest to go to the aracrde.. Haha.. Going there seeing all the children playing remind me of my childhood preiod.. I also act like a child at there.. omg, this is embrassing.. =x
Walk around and we headed home.. I going to miss the class alot man.. Stupid ku ku sch, y have to change class... Irriatin,... Let's jus hope that the next class i go will be a fun class with no action people, no yaya people and no irriating people and fill With jokers ba.. =))
Having CDSS gathering on next fri, yeah... =))
The left over people.. =))
Sunday, August 19, 2007.
12:17 PM
Friday
Fri is the last day of enterprise and also Cheer's Birthday.... Our class went out during 2nd break.. The guys went to take the cake that we have bought for cheer.. And the girls went to buy KFC.. HAha.. Faci gave us $50 To buy the food.. Yum yum.. And we also bought a gift for her.. A heart shape and pin our class on the heart shape.. nice nice but ex.. =p
Hhaaa.. Went back to class, we get ready the cake and wait for cheer to come. Then after the cake thing, we all start eating chicken from KFC... yeah, today no need to do any presentation simply because we have no time to do.. We are busy with the food and cake.. +))
After that everyone say something what they think of the class or module.. Haiqal also perform a rap... haha.. ncie nice..talented sia...
SAT
Went out with MR X and his family to night safari... It a fun day... Looking at all the animals and the night was so dark.. The tram ride was nice, and it is also very cooling.. No flash light allowed.. =(( sad... then nv take pic of the animals...
Well, a bit lazy to type le.. Pics shall go on.... =))
Before the ride start...
Waiting for the show ....
Walking to the show place...
=))))
Yummy ice cream
Fri is the last day of enterprise and also Cheer's Birthday.... Our class went out during 2nd break.. The guys went to take the cake that we have bought for cheer.. And the girls went to buy KFC.. HAha.. Faci gave us $50 To buy the food.. Yum yum.. And we also bought a gift for her.. A heart shape and pin our class on the heart shape.. nice nice but ex.. =p
Hhaaa.. Went back to class, we get ready the cake and wait for cheer to come. Then after the cake thing, we all start eating chicken from KFC... yeah, today no need to do any presentation simply because we have no time to do.. We are busy with the food and cake.. +))
After that everyone say something what they think of the class or module.. Haiqal also perform a rap... haha.. ncie nice..talented sia...
SAT
Went out with MR X and his family to night safari... It a fun day... Looking at all the animals and the night was so dark.. The tram ride was nice, and it is also very cooling.. No flash light allowed.. =(( sad... then nv take pic of the animals...
Well, a bit lazy to type le.. Pics shall go on.... =))
Before the ride start... Waiting for the show .... Walking to the show place... =)))) Yummy ice cream
Wednesday, August 15, 2007.
2:18 PM
I am bored in class.. Now blogging during break time. These few days we have been watching horror movie in class during break time.. Haha.. Quite scary but fun too.. =) And haiqal and the guys have turn the horror movie to a comedy show.. lol.. Ytd watch hauted school quite nice and now we are watching chucky.. The doll show... Not bad la...
Yipee, our class having chalet soon... On sept 4, 5 , 6 .. But haven book yet .. Hope they book it fast... Holiday is coming too.. On 24 aug.. yeah.. can have a good break... But when sch reopen, our class going to change le.. sad.. Got good and bad too.. Quite happy to change class but also quite sad to leave my friends.
Gonna go and visit jun rong this sat... Heard he is in hospitalise.. Poor boy kana degune fever.. Wish you recover fast la k.. =))
Then going to night safari this sat too.. Finally i am going, i nv go before sia.. so kuku.. haha..
Well regine, enjoy yr life now!!! stay happy =)))
Yipee, our class having chalet soon... On sept 4, 5 , 6 .. But haven book yet .. Hope they book it fast... Holiday is coming too.. On 24 aug.. yeah.. can have a good break... But when sch reopen, our class going to change le.. sad.. Got good and bad too.. Quite happy to change class but also quite sad to leave my friends.
Gonna go and visit jun rong this sat... Heard he is in hospitalise.. Poor boy kana degune fever.. Wish you recover fast la k.. =))
Then going to night safari this sat too.. Finally i am going, i nv go before sia.. so kuku.. haha..
Well regine, enjoy yr life now!!! stay happy =)))
Sunday, August 12, 2007.
2:19 PM
Ytd went out with won.. Simply bored to stay at home during sat... As Mr X went to celebrate jack's birthday... Meet won at 2pm, went to cineleisure to eat.. Won introduce me to the hong kong resturant.. Thumbs up for the food!! Nice nice... Order curry chicken + rice, black pepper rice, fried bun and zhu chang fen and 2 milk tea.. Dam full... And we wait for the stupid fried bun for more then half hour and that was after everything that we have finish...
Before hair cut...
After me and won hair cut...
Though of cancelling the order, but they say going to be ready.. But the 3 little bun really nice, crispy and nice.. haha... After that walk around and go to takashimaya.. Shop for a while jiu head to far east le... Actually today suppose to cut hair de, but won not enough $$ so postpone.. We decided to go and look for the salon then next time then cut de.. HAha but ended up we went in and cut.. OMg, regine, yr hair is so short...
After hair cut, went to clark quay and walk.. The night was nice and crowded... There is also a free hand looking destiny and see wat yr name represent for FREE!!!! But need to get the brochure where they have coupon inside.. But sian, they only give to tourist.. -_-...
Go back at about 11 and reach home around 12 ba..
Anyway, is a nice day... =)
My hair is shorter and shorter...
Saturday, August 11, 2007.
12:26 PM
BITCHES FUCK THE HELL OFF LA K... U want to know him so much right, jus come to me.. Ask me abt him la.. I WILL TELL U MYSELF... wat ying de, wat orange de... want to act cute isit.. Dun forget i am not dead la k.. knn, both gals spoil my day in the early morning... Dam ok.. spoil my fucking mood... Idoit freaking ass..
Sorry for being so rude.. i am jus piss off by something that i saw... It jus spoil my mood for the day!!! Actually not really the gals fault, is u !!!!
Anyway, national day went to marina square with him(which is making me piss off now) . Watch rush hour 3.. The show dam nice, and funny.. haha.. But quite short la.. 1 1/2 hr long.... Then going back time the whole place was jam, simply because people from the national day celebration are going back too.. Not i want to go there, but because the movie of all places are full, except for there...
Ytd went to AMK hub to do me minacure again... Haha.. seem to addicted to it... walk around,eat roti parda.. wanted to look for yee won but she is not working... ass =x
Later going out with yee won to town... Hope i can enjoy my day without thinking of the bitches...
Sorry for being so rude.. i am jus piss off by something that i saw... It jus spoil my mood for the day!!! Actually not really the gals fault, is u !!!!
Anyway, national day went to marina square with him(which is making me piss off now) . Watch rush hour 3.. The show dam nice, and funny.. haha.. But quite short la.. 1 1/2 hr long.... Then going back time the whole place was jam, simply because people from the national day celebration are going back too.. Not i want to go there, but because the movie of all places are full, except for there...
Ytd went to AMK hub to do me minacure again... Haha.. seem to addicted to it... walk around,eat roti parda.. wanted to look for yee won but she is not working... ass =x
Later going out with yee won to town... Hope i can enjoy my day without thinking of the bitches...
Monday, August 06, 2007.
6:33 PM
Angry angry angry angry...... Dam angry can!!! WtF... K, today my day end in a piss manner.. K Guys, i know u guys like to play around and throw thing here and there to play after class.. But pls, y can't u guys stop for awhile went people are passing... Fine enough u hit on to me... And i know that u are not did it on purpose.. I dun blame u, but y can't just say sorry!!! Is jus a word so hard to say!!!! Dam ok.. K nvm.. Next, is it so funny to laugh!! Wth, u can laugh till yr tears drop out.. Is that so funny... Even they rest are asking am i ok or not... But u jus laugh and being so evil.. I dam piss of with you can!!! I know u like to di siao ppl and like to joke around.. But PLs, JOKE HAVE A LIMITE!!! U know that everytime i get a little angry but later will still laugh, u know that i can take joke, But that doesn't mean that u can go over board!!!
Let me tell u, i play along with u, doesn't mean that u can go overboard ok!!! Pissing me and spoiling my day off.... Sorry for saying all these.. NO offence!!
WELL, enough of that.. Anyway, today is my and xavier anniversary... Is 3 1/2 yrs le.... I am a bit confuse, that whether should we counted.. Because of all the problem exsist.. But nvm, we will see as days goes on ba.. =))
* Stupid, u mess up my day, u ass!!
Let me tell u, i play along with u, doesn't mean that u can go overboard ok!!! Pissing me and spoiling my day off.... Sorry for saying all these.. NO offence!!
WELL, enough of that.. Anyway, today is my and xavier anniversary... Is 3 1/2 yrs le.... I am a bit confuse, that whether should we counted.. Because of all the problem exsist.. But nvm, we will see as days goes on ba.. =))
* Stupid, u mess up my day, u ass!!
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Saturday, August 04, 2007.
10:26 PM
Wooh~ Today went to zoo with Mr X... (xavier tham seet teng) It was fun!! also nth to play, but for me is consider fun.. And we bought the package.. Zoo & Night safari together onli $30.. It mean that 1 place is onli $15!! Haha.. and no need to go at once, can go within 1 month... So.. next sat going to night safari!!! Haha... omg, i am so "sua ku".. Like nv been to zoo before..
That is because in my whole life, i have only been to zoo once, and that is 10 yrs ago.. So today i went to zoo, i was like wow here and there... And the baboo was sosososoososo cute.... and the monkey also.. Dam cute... omg.. HAha... And we bought the tram ticket also with unlimted rides... But, hais, we onli sit the tram once and for 1 stop onli.. Stupid right.. Cause when we decided to sit, the tram close le cause it at 6pm liao..
So we leave the zoo and walk around night safari( outside).. Next week then go in..
Lazy to talk much, picture will tell the rest ba.. =)
There are more,... But i am too lazy... Just some here.. +)))
Thursday, August 02, 2007.
10:16 PM
Haven been posting for a few days le ba.. How am i?? Should be ok ba... Thanks friends for concerning.. Anyway, i think it should be fair to let him know how i feel.. And ytd we go and watch movie.. But of course is just a movie and nth else.. No meaning behind it..
I have made my mind clear but yet i am guilty... Cause ytd night we dinner ate our dinner.. so back at home at msn, i was just saying that i am hungry.. But it was like abt 11pm.... But the next thing i knew was he already at my door steps, putting down the macdonal meal and went off.. By the time i open the door, onli the food was outside and he was gone... Omg, that really touch me.. And he was like taking a cab all the way down to sent me food and take cab back home again.. And cook cup noodle for himself..
How many of these guys willing to do all this?? i had ask myself... And so many guys i know, seem like none of them are like this.. I know he have a heart to mend the relationship... And i nearly give in.. But the problem is not jus a matter or a day.. Is about the life style that he is having.. I ask myself, what is the point of being back where things will back to square 1 again..
Hais... i really feel bad... I know he meant good, by not letting me feel hungry and said to have no motive.. As he himself know that he do all these thing will not make any difference of my desicion.. And i really feel bad about this. He just do what he feel like... And of course, back at home i am touch to tears.. Knowing yrself have not much cash left and still make an effort at 11 plus to come down to send food plus you have already bath and wash up everything..
I know a am nt a good gf... I am very sorry.. i know how u feel... i also wan to back as normal, but the life style i really dun like.. And it doesn't suit me.. Hais... god, help me!!!!!!
Really really really love him alot... Can't imgaine my life without u... Anyway, i am very touch and feel very gulity.. But hope u can look at the big suitation.. We are now adult, hope u can understand everything..
I have made my mind clear but yet i am guilty... Cause ytd night we dinner ate our dinner.. so back at home at msn, i was just saying that i am hungry.. But it was like abt 11pm.... But the next thing i knew was he already at my door steps, putting down the macdonal meal and went off.. By the time i open the door, onli the food was outside and he was gone... Omg, that really touch me.. And he was like taking a cab all the way down to sent me food and take cab back home again.. And cook cup noodle for himself..
How many of these guys willing to do all this?? i had ask myself... And so many guys i know, seem like none of them are like this.. I know he have a heart to mend the relationship... And i nearly give in.. But the problem is not jus a matter or a day.. Is about the life style that he is having.. I ask myself, what is the point of being back where things will back to square 1 again..
Hais... i really feel bad... I know he meant good, by not letting me feel hungry and said to have no motive.. As he himself know that he do all these thing will not make any difference of my desicion.. And i really feel bad about this. He just do what he feel like... And of course, back at home i am touch to tears.. Knowing yrself have not much cash left and still make an effort at 11 plus to come down to send food plus you have already bath and wash up everything..
I know a am nt a good gf... I am very sorry.. i know how u feel... i also wan to back as normal, but the life style i really dun like.. And it doesn't suit me.. Hais... god, help me!!!!!!
Really really really love him alot... Can't imgaine my life without u... Anyway, i am very touch and feel very gulity.. But hope u can look at the big suitation.. We are now adult, hope u can understand everything..
Anyway, some pic..
Wednesday, August 01, 2007.
3:38 PM
Hais.. Am i stupid or wat.. Y always me saying out the word first... Am i going on the right path?? Are u the one fated for me?? Am i going to regret of my action? What should i do? All those reason make me can't get back.. What wrong with me nowadays??
Will there be a turning point for me?? How i wish everything could start all over again.. Then i can change the path that i walk... Is this the end of my story?? will it have part 2 again?? Can i let it go ??
Omg, regine have just done something that she regret it.. And although she have reason which she might do the right thing.. But she have jus regreted it on 1 day.. wat to do.. I am having a curse by him... I can't get away from his crutches.. This feeling is bad bad bad bad bad.... supper duper bad...
Hais... i have been thinking all day long... Omg... feel like dying and leave everything out.. ( of course not the real die la) hais...
Will there be a turning point for me?? How i wish everything could start all over again.. Then i can change the path that i walk... Is this the end of my story?? will it have part 2 again?? Can i let it go ??
Omg, regine have just done something that she regret it.. And although she have reason which she might do the right thing.. But she have jus regreted it on 1 day.. wat to do.. I am having a curse by him... I can't get away from his crutches.. This feeling is bad bad bad bad bad.... supper duper bad...
Hais... i have been thinking all day long... Omg... feel like dying and leave everything out.. ( of course not the real die la) hais...
