Thursday, August 02, 2007.
10:16 PM
Haven been posting for a few days le ba.. How am i?? Should be ok ba... Thanks friends for concerning.. Anyway, i think it should be fair to let him know how i feel.. And ytd we go and watch movie.. But of course is just a movie and nth else.. No meaning behind it..
I have made my mind clear but yet i am guilty... Cause ytd night we dinner ate our dinner.. so back at home at msn, i was just saying that i am hungry.. But it was like abt 11pm.... But the next thing i knew was he already at my door steps, putting down the macdonal meal and went off.. By the time i open the door, onli the food was outside and he was gone... Omg, that really touch me.. And he was like taking a cab all the way down to sent me food and take cab back home again.. And cook cup noodle for himself..
How many of these guys willing to do all this?? i had ask myself... And so many guys i know, seem like none of them are like this.. I know he have a heart to mend the relationship... And i nearly give in.. But the problem is not jus a matter or a day.. Is about the life style that he is having.. I ask myself, what is the point of being back where things will back to square 1 again..
Hais... i really feel bad... I know he meant good, by not letting me feel hungry and said to have no motive.. As he himself know that he do all these thing will not make any difference of my desicion.. And i really feel bad about this. He just do what he feel like... And of course, back at home i am touch to tears.. Knowing yrself have not much cash left and still make an effort at 11 plus to come down to send food plus you have already bath and wash up everything..
I know a am nt a good gf... I am very sorry.. i know how u feel... i also wan to back as normal, but the life style i really dun like.. And it doesn't suit me.. Hais... god, help me!!!!!!
Really really really love him alot... Can't imgaine my life without u... Anyway, i am very touch and feel very gulity.. But hope u can look at the big suitation.. We are now adult, hope u can understand everything..
I have made my mind clear but yet i am guilty... Cause ytd night we dinner ate our dinner.. so back at home at msn, i was just saying that i am hungry.. But it was like abt 11pm.... But the next thing i knew was he already at my door steps, putting down the macdonal meal and went off.. By the time i open the door, onli the food was outside and he was gone... Omg, that really touch me.. And he was like taking a cab all the way down to sent me food and take cab back home again.. And cook cup noodle for himself..
How many of these guys willing to do all this?? i had ask myself... And so many guys i know, seem like none of them are like this.. I know he have a heart to mend the relationship... And i nearly give in.. But the problem is not jus a matter or a day.. Is about the life style that he is having.. I ask myself, what is the point of being back where things will back to square 1 again..
Hais... i really feel bad... I know he meant good, by not letting me feel hungry and said to have no motive.. As he himself know that he do all these thing will not make any difference of my desicion.. And i really feel bad about this. He just do what he feel like... And of course, back at home i am touch to tears.. Knowing yrself have not much cash left and still make an effort at 11 plus to come down to send food plus you have already bath and wash up everything..
I know a am nt a good gf... I am very sorry.. i know how u feel... i also wan to back as normal, but the life style i really dun like.. And it doesn't suit me.. Hais... god, help me!!!!!!
Really really really love him alot... Can't imgaine my life without u... Anyway, i am very touch and feel very gulity.. But hope u can look at the big suitation.. We are now adult, hope u can understand everything..
Anyway, some pic..
